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03 February 2009 @ 07:44 pm
Okay, so I'm having the worst luck with this story I'm writing. I really like it and so does David. We both think it's really good and worth working on but apparently it's just us! I've posted two chapters of it on Fanfiction.net and gotten nothing in the past week and I just posted it on an LJ communtiy for FF7 fanfiction/fanart and the only response I got was someone picking on my wording in the entry text, NOT THE STORY! GRARGH!

In unrelated news, I found my camera and finally uploaded the pictures from last vacation. I've also now gone crazy with it and am taking a lot of dumbass pictures! Of course I still can't figure out how to put them in my LJ post (I even made a fucking photobucket account in hopes it would help!). I guess I'm just stupid and incompetant. Oh well. 
I Currently Exist In: CrazehTown USA
I'm Feeling: crazycrazy
Atmosphere: David playing Final Fastasy 7
31 January 2009 @ 11:49 am

I have a job! w00t! I will start training on Monday and I'm actually really excited. I'm positive I'll be a bagger and that sounds really nice. There are definitely worse places to work than Dillon's. It'll be nice having a pay check. As I was driving home after the drug test I took (cotton swab. Yay! No peeing!) it hit me. I'm employed. I have a job. I'm a part of the working world. This strange feeling washed over me. I felt like an adult. I mean, I know I'm not, far from it in many ways. But still, I was happy and sad. Thankfully more happy then sad. Mom was really proud of me and she kept hugging me. She said it was really weird for her too. Especially handing me my social security card to fill out. She'd had it since I was a baby, and yesterday, she pulled it off it's paper and I signed it.

David and Grandma are also super proud of me. And now David and I'll have some money until he can find work, which we're both hoping is soon. In this economy, I get really fucking lucky that I found a job so fast!

We're heading to the city a little later to do some shopping. I'm going to look in a pet shop and see what some costs are on snakes and snake enclosures. I really want one and I've done a lot of research on it. I've decided on a ball python. Across the board, they say they're good for beginners.

I'm also going to google some prices as well. I think I'll do that now! And get some food! *stomach gurgle*
I Currently Exist In: Job Land!
I'm Feeling: hungryhungry
Atmosphere: Time Warp on the TV
28 January 2009 @ 05:55 pm

I went in for my first job interview ever, today. I think it went pretty well. I'm hoping I will be a new employee at the Leavenworth Dillon's! It seems like a pretty good place to work and I'll be working where sweptawaybayou, Jeff and Lori work, which might be nice.

Quite honestly I just want to be working, as weird as that may be. Most people wish they didn't have to work, and I technically don't have to, but I want to. I want feel accomplished, like I'm doing something with my life, even if it is just bagging groceries I don't care.

And I want money! That's a factor most definitely XD!

David is playing Champions. He finally beat the fucking sub-mission called "Soul Break". It was so gaddamn, fuckin', retarded. The game programmers should die for it.

Read the article on sweptawaybayou 's journal about the girls in JC who were abused. Death is too good for those fucking shithead, asshole, wastes of spaces that can't be considered parents. I just...GRRR! SUUZ SMASH! *punches wall* It pisses me the fuck off it is so disgusting and awful.

Well enough about that!
I Currently Exist In: My room
I'm Feeling: crazycrazy
Atmosphere: "Taking Over Me" Evanescence
26 January 2009 @ 04:31 pm

And I've only been up a few hours. We got in really late after the game last night which was a great game and then Stef, Eric, David and I all got to talking about the cluster-fuck that is Marvel universe. It game me a headache. For realz!

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I actually feel kind of in a writing mood maybe so I think I may go do that.
I Currently Exist In: Lying against the wall
I'm Feeling: chipperchipper
Atmosphere: Endless Ocean on the TV
23 January 2009 @ 11:47 pm

Yeah I know, not an original title but I feel it kind of fit how I feel.

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On an unrelated note, Behin lent me this vampire book and I haven't read much yet but so far I really like it. Hopefully it will stay good!
I Currently Exist In: Bed
I'm Feeling: exanimateHappySad
Atmosphere: "Te Dejo Madrid" Shakira
21 January 2009 @ 06:43 pm

So I had a major chocolate craving today and for some reason I REALLY wanted those fucking Snackwell Devil's Food Cookies, and of course I went out to the store and they didn't have any! And so I figured i'd some marshmellow supremes cause they're also delicious marshmellowy chocolatey goodness but NO, none of those either. Fucking asshole. I still got a frankly obscene amount of candy though.

I feel the need to read some good slashy psychfic so I believe I will mosy on over to psych_slash  and see what I can find.
I Currently Exist In: against the wall
I'm Feeling: annoyedannoyed
Atmosphere: David playing Wii Fit
20 January 2009 @ 07:27 pm

I saw history being made today.Grandma, David, Mom, and I all watched the inauguration. It was an amazing moment in american history, and for the first time in my life, I was proud of my country.

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On a completely unrelated note, I found Hello Kitty icons!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know. I'm sick. I need help. It's just so damn cute! I'm working on trying to draw her comptently. It's weird but eh, I dun care!
I Currently Exist In: My room
I'm Feeling: surprisedawed
Atmosphere: Wii Fit (David is playing it)
19 January 2009 @ 07:05 pm

And now I have! w00t!

Went to the so called "mall" since the Waldenbooks there is going out of buisness so things was on sale. We got a bunch of books and then discovered that the Claire's was also going out of buisness so we went a little crazy shopping there. (with the exception of my boyfriend who sat on the bench in the hall reading) I got a bunch of Hello Kitty type things and a gift for Shirin so yay!

Currently David is searching for a bookmark he was going to give to Christina but has now disappeared from the material sphere. This house eats things! For serious.

sixteen_letters  went with us and borrowed her Dr. Jekylle & Mr. Hyde The Musical CDs. I love them so. I imported them and now I need to sync up my iPod so I'll have portable angst! Huzzah!
I Currently Exist In: My Bed
I'm Feeling: chipperchipper
Atmosphere: "Board of Governors" Jekylle&Hyde Musical
18 January 2009 @ 09:23 am

Well I'm not 100% but I feel a ton better thankfully.

I'm watching Sunday Morning with my mom and grandma. It's all about the inauguration and realized I'm actually excited for the first time about our new president. I'm hopeful, a dangerous thing indeed but I watch him, see his picture and I feel like things could be better. Maybe they can.

Of course think it would be better if there was no goverment anywhere, I'm in minority there even among my family but everyone is entitled to their feelings.

Suprisingly Upbeat Ranting About My Life!...Collapse )

Okay I think that's enough deep thoughts! I'm going to go search out the LJ David made when I was falling asleep!
I Currently Exist In: My living room
I'm Feeling: cheerfuloptimistically cheerful
Atmosphere: Channel 5 News (grandma is watching)
16 January 2009 @ 12:39 pm

Well, I feel a little better today at least, which is nice. My throat is mostly just scratchy and my nose is kinda stuffed but I don't feel like the walking dead anymore, so yay!

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Desperate Housewives is better than I want it to be. Fucking addicting! I think it helps that the actors are all fabulous. But I'm so ashamed for liking it. Kinda like Friends, all though I'm becoming less ashamed of liking that. I think it's funny and clearly a lot of people did and even if those people aren't my friends well I don't care!

Once I feel better I need to head up to see Tres-kun and rifle through her shit hang out with her.
I Currently Exist In: My living room
I'm Feeling: okaycool
Atmosphere: The Incredibles on the TV